Disenfranchised by the concept of 'love' and now my cynicism is turning into self-fulfilling prophecy.
How can I search out something that I don't believe exists? The things I know of it are what I've experienced, and the thing I've felt is an unfulfilled, momentary promise of joy with a backlash of endless agony. Enough of a glimpse of euphoria for the loss of it to leave a burn. Cruel cauterizing cravings kill me.
I'm so marred, I wrote this lyric to vent frustrated misunderstanding of the world.
Four Letter Word
I refuse to say the word.
the four letters of disgust
the idea of it absurd
a euphemism for “lust”?
It starts with an l, and yes it's lame
but that's not it word for word
rhymes with “shove” but brings more pain
most vile sound I've heard.
Let's all realize and admit
the thing I'm speaking of
is total, grade A b*****it
There's no such thing as L***.
Weird how most people write l*** poems, and I write poetry saying how bogus it is. I just know that one day I'll crawl out of this fog that has shrouded blah blah blah blah emoblog blah blah...oops, I zoned out there, what was I talking about? oh yeah... <_<
...crap, I'm going to nom my words... I hope I don't regret the things I make public to the internet at large. I'm okay with it if you want to scold me or laugh at me or hate me. That'll be fine. No one reads this anyway right?
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